Jewelry and Judgement

I lied to you

I said I didn't love you anymore

I truly thought I didn't

I made a rash decision and convinced myself that meant I was over you.

I was wrong

I saw the necklace you gave me yesterday 

It was on pintrest 

I started to cry

I wanted the necklace back

I wanted you back 

Instead I closed my computer and pushed the feelings away

It worked

Until this morning 

Our song came on while I was in the shower

All of my favorite songs remind me of you

I dialed you number

Let it ring once

Hung up

I can't let you know what I'm thinking 

You'd laugh at how needy I am

Don't call me back because then I'll have to tell you