From the very beginning I knew; just friends
But the poetry, conversations, connection
Diluted the reality I was in
I knew what I felt
I thought you felt the same
I tried so hard to keep myself sane
To be realistic
But the voices around me told me otherwise
I fell into the trap they built
Have been swallowed
Have been let down
Again
Why do I keep up the act
Why do I pretend
I'm not worthy of your affection
I'm not enough to catch your eye
I had my first dream about you
I thought that was a sign
It was just mockery
Laughing at this pain of mine
Why do I believe the lies
Why do I fall again and again
I should hide
My heart
My soul
Maybe then I wouldn't get hurt
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